Selfishness?!

I was preparing some of my old highschool and university transcripsts for tomorrow’s interview when I figured something out for the 1000th time! They’re not glorious marks and I delt with this fact long time ago. But what still amuses me is that most of my marks don’t make sense! For example, 17 out of 20 in Engineering Maths, which I think is the most difficult math module for Engineering BSC students. But then I failed in General Mathematics 1, which is slightly more advanced than Highschool maths! Or Information Modelling (MySQL programming)… 78%. I remember I had less than 24 hours to hand in my project, starting from scratch! C++ Programming 1: 69%, but C++ programming 2, which is by far harder to digest, I got 81%!

See, the way I see it is that I get good mark on whatever module that I find enjoyable and interesting. I stayed up for 24 hours to hand in 19 pages of MySQL code on time and I actually enjoyed doing it. But on the other hand, I had 9 out of 20 on religeous studies (a Goddamned 90 pages book; Multiple choice exam)! Why? Because I wasn’t enjoying it. So I thought to myself, “why bother?”! It’s always been like this. I study what I like and the rest of the lecturers can go to hell for all I care!

That’s kindda selfish, don’t you think? But the problem is that I am not a selfish person at all. Not one bit. I actually dislike selfish people! And I have friends and family to testify on this!!!

Anyway, I can’t remember what I wanted to say… So, yeah! That’s it for now.




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