Heineken Vs Nescafe Gold Blend!

Man is truly a strange being. I know I am, anyway. I don’t know why, but I feel so incredibly alone tonight. Both literally and emotionally! The thing is that I’m not really new to this “living on my own” thing, really. I’ve been living alone since I first went to university when I was 18. God damn, that was almost 10 years ago… But tonight is somehow different. I feel as though there is no friend left around. Simply put, I feel like shit! I know half of it is because of the level of alcohol in my blood stream! I’ve just arrived home after downing a couple of pints of Heineken in honour of a good friend who’s going back home tomorrow. Oh, and I was listening to Garry Moore on my way back home!!! Also, my dad left last Saturday and I won’t be seeing him until February. I haven’t seen my girlfriend in almost 10 days. My best friend’s dad has had a terrible car accident recently and I didn’t even know anything about it until just last week. Did I miss anything? Oh, yeah… I’ve ran out of Tropicana Orange Juice!!! Come to think of it, seriously, I think I’m used to share my every day stories with someone else every night. When I get home and there is nobody to talk to, and I end up typing what’s going on in my mind instead, that’s when I start to feel like shit! Last time I was like this was more than a year ago. Friends helped me to get over it. Tonight, though, a steaming hot cup of black Nescafe Gold Blend is going to be my friend. By the time I wake up tomorrow morning, I’ll be fine again and sooner that I can imagine, it’ll be Sunday. And I ain’t gownna be alone no more!

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